TODAY:
Woke up of bed late as usual,
what's new /
Bathed& cabbed to Lido.
Met the girls,
Bused to Cine
Frolicks,caught Fame ,
which was SUPER Good i must say.
LJS , Bitching sessions ,
Walked around, Camwhored, walked to Ion,
Far east, stuffsxz happened.
Han send me to clarence lanee,
Dinner , Town , Starbucks, jay's place
Staying fer the night ^ ^
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAYNA LIM SU GUI ! :D
Gah & i've tution tmr .
 

Dont lower your expectation to meet your perforamce.
Raise your level,to meet your expectations.
Expect the best of yourself,
& do wht's necessart to make it a reality

Hi world i'm back.
Coz' everyone's bugging me to update my Lj.
So here i am ^ ^
So basically,
My life nw,is V. extremely Boring.
It revolves around my books & only books.
Outings with everyone,ends up with a Study date.
So, basically,
Study dates with SS girls,
Cancelled all other plans not regarding studying.
Turned to a nerd,
Dated my books.
Made love with it practically.
Reading,Memorising,Highlighting,Re-writing it 
x1000000 times.
Yeah that pretty much sums up how i spent
my life this few weeks.
Science paper is down.
Gah disappointing.
Got answers frm Hon which she got it frm Ms siti,
& Only got 16/20 fer Mcq
Irritated & Paranoid okay.
Physics paper not marked,
but gahh i better& Must do well ^ ^
Teeheee.
Okay moving on,
 Tday's Math paper 1.
Ahhhh it was alright,
but couldnt do some questions.
Esp the stupid P & Q Question.
Aft Math,headed to Coro with S.S
Burger shack, Coro & Island ^ ^
Okay i MUST blog this.
V. EPIC.
Me: '' * Screams '' -coz i saw smth flyingg
Hon: '' AHHHHHH '' - & she started jumping around.
Me: '' HAHAHA Why you scream? ''
Hon: '' Coz you screamed ! ''
HAHAHA I tell you, it was so funny,
that i had to clutch my Stomach fer like 10 mins,
& My stomach achedd.

Soz,
to those that i forget about.
Dinner/Lunch dates
Movie dates,& etc.
Coz' , my phone's either Off/ Silent mode.

ps/
Give me till 12 Oct .
 

You knew i was scared.
you knew
 

Woke up,with the smell of Mummy baking smth.
Started doing ma revision,
Followed by Hard core studying fer 5 hours.
Finished up all ma Hw ! ^ ^
Yaye,no more
Gettting out of class/ Standing up
Heh hehh.
& ahh i'm having Flu.
Hate it.
Irritates me that every 5 mins,
i've gotta take a tissue & blow my nose.
1 theme left fer Geog !
Luv geog luv geog luv geoggg
Must Luv geog.
Tmr i've school.
& I'm starting to luv it.
Ahhh aunty susan's here again this Month.
Urgh,hate it.
Oh ! & wl Baobei got the Camera alr!
This is so UNFAIR !
Hmph !! * Throws a fit *

ps/ Thanks fer the call tday,
you rlly Brightened ma whole afternoon
^ ^v

( L )

Anyway,painted the school's toilet tday.
As Apparently as you all kno,
The sec 4 toilets are the smelliest & dirtiest .
SO, Hahaha being the smart me & b,
we went to take a Mask frm the Office,
Pretending to be having cough.
painted, hostel, & Homeee .
K nw i'm damn Tiredddd.

Note to self;
DO YOUR HOMEWORKS BRIDGET YENG WEI QI
 

(L) Forever + The rest of S.S Girls

Anyway,Woke up feeling rlly Tired,
Lessons were kinda Dragggy.
(L) Physics lessons with Mr Ng.
He's always so Funny !
Chem with Ms siti was also funny
HAHA I understood my
Acid bases & salts alr !
Recess, Geog test.
Haha 1/2 The time Yunhi & i asked each other.
Thn,POA . Ahhh okay
i did my work,But still wrong ):
Headed to Han's place, Billard & the soccer thingy, & the thingy wtv its called.
Hahaha ! I V. lousyyy la .
I lost all rounds okay. No fairrrrrrrr !!
Anyway that wtv thingy game,
Haha its so Fun ,& Drainingg !
Hahaha 10 mins only & we were like Tired.
HAHAHA ! Moving on,
Since we were allt tired,
we decided to do Stretching.
Haha! Its so funny i tell you.
Cabbed with Eileen, & Home ^ ^
Nw i'm still in school u.
HEH HEH !

Things to do aft Bathe:
- 3 Physics Mock papers
- POA Question + POA Tution hw
- Chemistry paper
-  Find Geog notess !
- Math TYS

ps/  It makes me Smile coz, you say it Best. (L) x10000

 

For me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
In any given time or place
It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
 

you're the place my life begins
And you'll be where it ends.

Ytd,
4 Seconds debuted,I luv you beth cooper,
Heart to heart talk with Jason at the Park.
Find myself telling him everything, vice-versa
3 am, went home,slept & woke up at 3pm.
Studied, & thought about Everything.

ps/
I'm caught in the middle, & 
I'm on the verge of giving all up

 

Tonight I find myself kneeling by the bed to pray
I haven't done this in a while
So I don't know what to say but
'Lord I feel so small sometimes in this big old' place'
Yeah, I know there are more important things,
But don't forget to remember me

 

Ever felt like you studied so freaking hard
fr a certain subject,
& Everytime you try
,you just fail /
POA rlly makes me feel like a completely hopeless fool.
Results were nt up to standards,
Not very appealing either.
Math dropped by 2 grades to a Freaking B3.
SS was a killer.
Physics was such a let down.
Even Mr ng said, '' This is nt your standard ''
From an A1 student fr Physics
to this kind of results?
I guess i was too Complacent.
But thn again,
On the other hand,I bridget yeng passed CHINESE !
Okay fr the first time aft 4 freaking years.
Hehe. Yeh thats hw much i suck in chinese.
I Practically screamed whn lao shi said i passed !
^.^ 


Whatever our results are fr nw,
SS Girls we'll study everyday aft school
& motivate one another alright !
We'll go through 1 month of hell tgt k.
Lets never give up & strive fr better results !

 

ps/

First thing's first.
Happy 16th Birthday Han ! 


Your finally legal fr NC16 shows
without Sneaking in (:
Your seriously one of a kind.
Never fails to make me Laugh so hard till my stomache twich.
Though you cant Pronounce Fruit loops,
Hehe S.S girls & Me luv you alot k !
Thanks fer always telling me that my hair got grow
longer & make me Happy.
Also,thanks fr Coaching me SS tday,
& also,thanks fer being there fer me
whn i was at my lowest pit in class tday.
Rlly appreciate that.
All in all, Happy 16th Birthday once again,
& stay cheerful & be more Girl !!
'' Han's the Man! "

Productive studying in school with S.S tday.

Note to self:
S.T.U.D.Y

ps/
I dnt like the feeling of
after a break down,
my head's spinning,
& i feel so suffocated,
i have to gasp fer air,
my eyes are swollen,
& i cant speak w/o stumbling.

 

I rlly dnt kno wht to say /:
& idk hw to feel/react towards it
l:

Everytime you come to close,
I move away.
I wanna believe everything that you say,
Coz it sounds so good.
Move slow.
There's things about me
you just hve to kno.
Give me time,
& trust me,
like the way i trusted you.
 

/ Maybe somethings were nvr Meant to be

The problem lies with Me.
I'm insecure
& the fact that I kno i'm gonna lose you
Makes it worse & harder fr me.
But,i'll get over it.
Till that day comes when i can
say I really dnt care about you,
I still luv you,fr nw.
& you kno that i do.

Wht am i suppose to do,
whn the best part of me was always you.
What am i suppose to say,
whn i'm all choked up
& your okay

Chinese papers tday.
Geeez.
Okay so practically,i wrote 2 PAGES !
HAHA W.O.W
Seruously. I've nvr in my entire life wrote 2 pages
HEHE So proud of myself.
& so yeh half the time,was spent
searching the Dictionary fr words.
Heh.
Paper 2 better.
Finished,checked a zillion time & slept.
& I Had a dream.
Okay nt rlly more of a Nightmare.
I dreamt that  I Married this guy that
i only knew fr 5 mins.
HAH! Rediculous right.
Oh & Kellsie's V. Weird !
LOL. She eats Yong tau foo with the Sweet sauce.
& its not D-I-P
Its like Mopping the sauce.
HAHA Okay shucksxz she's gonna kill me
^ ^v

Lunch with Daddy at Hyatt.
Haha my dad ordered green curry chicken,
& i said:Omg its rlly Green !
I felt so embarrassed saying it okay.
& the waiter laughed at me D:
& OMG, There was a HAIR In my food !
& the waiter saw me telling my dad bout the Hair,
he came over & replaced it.
& the chef came around & apologised personally.
Lido,& Homeee

ps/ Oh i'm ready fr it
Come on bring it.
 

Nick send me this & its V. sad ):
Its in Cantonese so if you dnt understand dnt watch it.
If you do,go google them aft you've watched it.

 

School= Urgh tday.
Long day, & there's Chinese tution.
Met Jason in town.
Haha sorry fr making you wait AGAIN.
I'll make it up to you i promise :D
Wisma,Ion mall, Top shop, ( Haha it was so Funny i tell you )
Walked bk to Wisma.
Got something, resisted to shop coz Jason say
Save money $$.
But in the end, He also shopped.
but i Didnt !
Dinner at Food republic.
As usual he ate Chicken rice & Half of my Prawn mee noodles.
Oh, wl so embarrassing i tell you.
I was queing up, thn there was this Plate of prawn mee noodles
on the counter. So i looked at it, & waited for mine.
Aft 3 Minutes or so, I looked up coz i was texting, & the guy said
'' Ah girl, Why you dont want your food? ''
Omg i stood there fr 3 mins waiting fr my food & i didnt realise
the one on the counter was mine.
2nd incident.
Aft we got our food, found a seat.
So apparently the couple beside us looked Chinese.
So Jason was telling me this Indian joke,
which until now i dont get it,
But he found it so FUNNY that he said
'' HAHAHA Indians are like that la they V. ........ ''
& the worst part was Assuming the couples beside us were chinese,
We were proven wrong when the lady's phone rang
& she picked up & spoke in Tamil !
All though i dnt get the joke or whtever Jason was saying,
I felt like digging a hole & burry my face in it i tell you.

Yaye its Friday~ Finally the end of the week is here.
TGIF ! ^ ^v

Note to self:
PRELIMS is in 2 weeks time.
Cedar girl's paper 2 fr Chinese to be done.
Math TYS Chapters to be done.


 

Schoool, Ms ng was nt here,
Free period, Face-booked in class,
Tongue twister which WH couldnt get it.
She's so funny okay.
I said ,'' Red lorry yellow lorry ''
She said, '' Red lolli yerrow lolli ''
Hahahaa ! Han your V. Funny la pls.
Thn it was Geog lessons.
AGAIN, Fbed in class. ^ ^v
POA, & Stayed back.
Hostel, Maggie meee, Ice cream
Library, SUPPOSE to study,
Well i did ! I finished my Report writing
unlike SOMEBODYYY.
Hmmmm i wonder who.
The sky is so blue :D

Note to self:
-Study for River & Coast's test tmr.
-Finish up 2nd report writing.
-Bring POA TYS tmr
-Finish up Chinese compo + Compre fr tution tmr.


On a lighter note, something that i look forward to friday :
 

Anyway,i was V. disappointed with Physics results D:
Urgh lost marks due to Careless mistakes.
(Sigh) Oh wells i'll just study harder for the next one.
Must ace it ! ^ ^v


Note to self:
- Print & Finish up POA hw before Ms cheong upload answers
- English compo on ''bullying''
-Physics peer tutoring WS
- Chinese tution hw
-16 Days to PRELIMS ))))))))):

Ps/ Prelims is drawing nearer & i dnt like it
a Teeny winny bit D:

Its a long day tday.
Felt like the day was never Ending.
Anyway,my girls never fails to brighten up my day (:
Eng remedial with Mrs Tay,is Hilarious i tell you.
Anyway, whn i reached hme,
Felt V. Lethargic, & Slight flu with slight fever.
& the worst part is there's Tution later at 7.
& there's a pile of Math papers as well as Assesment books
piling on my table.
I'm tired & i'm gonna sleep it off.
Tmr's finally Friday.
Shld i go to school /
I dnt feel like goinggg
):
& Why arent the Clothes here yet !
& the Shoes that i've Ordered Onlineeee !
 

School was alright till the clock struck 8:30am
Haha everyone ran out of class & looked at the sun
Its so funny how everyone reacted the same way.
Oh wells,I didnt experience anything though 10percent
of the sun is covered.
Thank god for the rain today ! ^ ^
But then again,i wanted to sleep in tday but there's Physic's test.
Okay i'm V. sad D;
Coz i cant get an A alr.
Paper was foremost the hardest i've taken.
Anyway,Again when the clock struck 1.15,
we were asked to get out of
Class & there was no where to go.
I cant wait for Friday again.
Dagna is sick D:
Kellsie is sick D:
Take care my loved ones :D
You'll be fine k
I'll keep you both in prayer.

Note to self:
-Dig for Geography stuffsxz & put into the File
-Finish up Chinese tution hw due tmr.
-ACS/MGS & Cresent paper due text Tuesday fr tution
-POA's question 2 that Ms chiong gave tday.

TOMORROW'S THURDAY ! WHICH MEANS THE FOLLOWING NEXT DAY IS FRIDAY !
^ ^v

Ps/ _ , You deserve someone so much better.